“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that?”
Yesterday I received news of yet another person betraying me in this whole process... procedure... life change that I am going through. It hurt, but when I woke up today my first thought was "Hm, wonder who it's going to be today!?" Pretty sad, right?
How does some one change their life for the better and make positive changes when people don't allow them to? When people dwell on the past and the bad stuff and don't let you forget it? I am now eliminating all of the negative people out of my life. Easier said then done.
There are a few people in my life who I have had difficulties with in the past. Both my fault and theirs. I forgive and don't forget but continue to have them in my life. From now on, I am not going to forgive so easily. It's these people that are now stabbing me in the back.
The weather this weekend is supposed to be in the 80's and we are campin' out at one of Jamie's friends' house with a fire, karaokee, and good BBQ'd food! I have been pretty good the last two days and definitly taking steps forward.
Lucy on the other hand is still attacking Ally's little dog consistantly and she now has a hurt eye. I'm not really sure when or what happened but Lucy continues to be muzzled! I took her on a mini-hike to the waterfall and swimmin' hole and she swam for a good hour!
Well I am off to enjoy the sunshine!
Cheers!
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