Three Days Left!

And so it continues...

The mean texts... the name calling... the put downs... the harassement. WHY do I let it get me down so easily?!? Some one who

has such little importance in my life

anymore should NOT have that much control

over my feelings.

Probably because I feel pretty alone

in the world right now. But I am still determined

to come out on top.

Lucy attaced Ally's dog again.

She is now confined to her kennel until we leave.

I hate it!

Ally told me this morning that she took next week off of work

to drive back with me. What an amazing friend! I wish I could

find a job here and stay now, but I have found NOTHING full time.

Nothing.

Ally is one of the most selfless people I have ever met when it

comes to her family and friends. She amazes me every day.

I can't even explain how relieved and excited I was when she

told me she was coming. I mean, obviously I felt guilty and bad that

she was having to make this trip with me AGAIN, and I

wish that she didn't have to.
BUT

I was pretty nervous... afraid... of doing it alone. I know

I would have been fine and I could do it, but I was definitly nervous!

Off to Zac Brown tonight! It's supposed to be near 100 degrees!

Headed home in three and a half days! YAY!

Can't wait!